Starting with apple juice but moving to other things...

 

So… I was just thinking… you may be thinking, what gives with the apple juice when you were in the hospital?  Did it give you superpowers or something? Why did the sugar get to you? 

No superpowers in apple juice, that I know of. I just like it a lot.

And it’s pure, 100% juice. No additives.

So, the first night when Antonio and I were walking around the hall together, I was asking him about things, like the vaccine, and food shortages, and water shortages, and he told me all these things will happen. Really I was upset about my meds. I had stopped them two days ago and was just fine thank you very much. (I don’t know I always think I’m fine off my meds, but others who know me may beg to differ…) But… this time I was like, the meds are bad because they keep you from giving 100% in your battle against spirit husband.

Okay, so I’ve had my spirit husband problem many years. At times it has probably lingered because I enjoyed it. But, if I understand things better now, I have many, or had many, I’m not sure they’re all gone, but it had grown to a legion at that point. That’s a bunch.

I remember very distinctly the summer after I’d graduated from college, going to a Beth Moore conference, with some friends, and I learned some good things, I don’t remember now. But she told us that it was impossible for a Christian to have a demon. Which is the same message I heard from everyone around me for years. It is impossible for a Christian to have a demon.

Well, that message was very confusing to me, because, I knew I am a Christian and had been since grade school, definitely since seventh grade, and I have a close relationship with God, there are seasons I have been more disciplined with Him but, I know my Father well. But… I also knew demons were manifesting in me. And instead of helping me with deliverance, people were making me question my salvation and faith and scaring me, making me wonder if it wasn’t sincere somehow.  Even though I get that those people don’t believe I have or ever have had demons, they just think it’s psychosis. What I think is, the psychosis is actually demons.

I went to the hospital in… August of 2020, and told them demons were having sex with me. They switched my meds. Here’s the thing – you can’t treat a spiritual problem with physical things like meds. So, the meds didn’t really work.

I was let go from my job in November of 2020. What a mess. I was so embarrassed. It seems like, whatever I do turns to crap. The past 14 years of my life have been a lesson in humility and futility. (Now every night I have some witchcraft attack in my dream whether it’s to steal my finances or destiny or life or health, sheesh. It’s not just eating in dreams, that’s bad enough, but the snakes, ewwwww the snakes, gross, and one jumped out and bit me the other night in my dream, bad news. All that to say, there are other forces at play that have hindered my success. But, I’m not going to go into detail about my job history right now or explain every time I was fired or quit, I’d rather quit than be fired, I did figure that out.)

2020 was such a bizarre year. For everyone, I’m sure. Plandemics, race riots, rigged elections, so so so bizarre.

Before I go further with these thoughts, I want to expand on a thought I mentioned a moment ago – FOOD AND WATER SHORTAGES. Did you know 100 food processing plants were destroyed by fire last year alone? We’ve got food chain supply issues as well. And, as frustrating as inflation has been so far at the grocery store, we aint seen nothing yet. The Bible says it will be a days wages for a loaf of bread. Can you imagine $200 for a loaf of bread? No, it’s a laughable thing to us, of course that wouldn’t happen to us in the U.S…. but it will. I can’t give you a timeline. I can’t say in the next 6 months this or this or this will happen and there will be no more food. Nuclear war will hit at some point. But it could be next month, or next year, or next decade. I’m not a fortune teller. But I do know there is a sense of urgency to prepare for food shortages NOW. TODAY. YESTERDAY.

God did provide manna for the Israelites every day for 40 years. This is not the time to wait for miraculous provision. This is the time to be wise like Joseph. He knew there would be 7 years of abundance and then 7 years of famine in the land, and HE PREPARED ACCORDINGLY.

One of my pastors said in a sermon two weeks ago that Christians should not be doomsday preppers, because we should be the most optimistic and hopeful of all we know. I was so ill. He didn’t get it.

Christians are called to be wise. We are to read the signs of the times, and know the seasons we are in. America is Babylon the Great. Most people, most Christians, do NOT know this. This is the season of Babylon’s destruction. Whether it will be in one literal hour, or 3.5 years, is yet to unfold. But the truth is, the abundance we’ve enjoyed our whole lives isn’t going to last much longer. All good things must come to an end.

I do not want to leave you in fear. God is in control of everything, and if you are in Christ, you are safe for eternity. But, I do not want you to be lined up at some FEMA camp for a morsel of food for you and your kids and then become a slave in the FEMA camp and not be able to escape. The only way out of those places will be get the mark of the beast, or have your head chopped off, and neither of those options seem pleasant or good to me! 

SO PLEASE!!!! BE SMART AND GET FOOD AND WATER STORAGE!!!! For your family, and you are going to want to be in a position to share as long as you can, I know, because you love people and will be compelled to share with them as well!!!  Learn to garden! Get chickens and rabbits!

Okay it’s too late for me to write a ton more, I’m losing an hour of sleep tonight and still gotta get up for church, but this is on my heart. Please. Even if it’s just buying a ton of rice.