Witchcraft attacks

 

Wow it’s been two weeks and I haven’t posted!  I’m sorry. Today is the first day I had to breathe a little. It’s been constant doing for my mom or at work, and helping mom often goes well into the next day, so waking up early is very rare. It’s frustrating, I know my best time would be from 6-9.  So this post will be short.

I keep eating in my dreams, and one dream I had I ate meat, and this is terrible in the spirit world. It’s a sign of witchcraft attack. So, I’m currently working through what open doors I may have to this problem.

 

One is bitterness. Now, I’ve spent too much of my life being bitter, so I have really tried to deal with it, confess it, repent. But I can tell it’s sneaking back up on me.

I told my mom about the book I’m excited about a week or so ago. Last night I read some to her. I’m not sure she heard anything of what I read. She doesn’t believe God wants to heal her. She told me she was healed from cancer she could have died from. Well, the doctors did surgery, but left her handicapped the rest of her life. If God had healed her from cancer, there wouldn’t have been negative side effects to cripple her. So, I don’t even know that I agree that God healed her of cancer. Anyhow, I was upset that mom wasn’t listening to the book. There may have been frustration in my voice. I told her, she’s missing out on her miracle, and she shrugged. I was like, your unbelief directly affects me.

So… I need to pray with others who need healing. Maybe if God heals others and mom sees Him using me that way, she’ll listen to me more closely.

I’m nervous because I feel I have demons still that may be robbing me of gifts like this.

Which is what this witchcraft is trying to do, steal my destiny. Suck the purpose out of my life.

I am fasting more, well, partial fasting, 6am-6pm, and I’ve joined an online deliverance ministry. I’ve been a part of their Facebook group a long time, but I’m finally paying for the membership.

Some of the courses deal with witchcraft, spirit spouses, slave master spirit spouses. That one helps unlock financial blessings, I think. I need that, too.

I am worried I won’t have enough time to work through the courses. But, I will have to. I’m tired of being bound.

I also found a woman not too far who will pray with me and do deliverance in person. She’s really sweet. I’m going to visit her church – she said it’s a spirit filled church, so I’m never sure what that means. I would have gone today but, it just didn’t happen.

All of this… I need more faith. Faith so I can reestablish my authority in the spirit world. Which means I need to step out more in faith. I feel the Lord telling me to share my testimony with people now. It’s really cool, so I want to, I’ve been nervous since I didn’t find full deliverance.

I want more time with Jesus. I need more time with Jesus. I’m just going to have to be sleep deprived. Pray for me though, as I try to strengthen my spirit man, find deliverance, and see a ministry of healing soon…